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Super wrote tom e and said; Someone else preached: "Repent, the Kingdom of God is at hand..."
To repent means to change your mind, your heart, about how you see and do
things...
I know many people who have NDE's say they come back to the earth school to learn lessons. I know this is the case for me because the light asked me if I had learned enough about love.
I read once that rote learning- knowledge is different than applied learning- a changed behavior. What good does it do to know everything there is to know if we apply that knowledge in a less than loving way? Repenting in your quote and my applied learning theory seem to be the same thing. When we learn that dumping our trash in a river may not affect us directly... it will cause damage to those down river. If we are selfish and do not consider others downstream then we may continue dumping our trash in the river but if we take our selfish motivation to the next level and realize we are all part of the same organism and poisoning our neighbor downstream will eventually poison us... that is applied learning...
I hardly ever ask for forgiveness any more as it is usually a false statement that just acknowledges that we are causing some type of harm... and affirming that we need to do something about it,,, where your definition seems more like what I believe is what is needed when we learn our actions or inaction is causing some type of harm- we change our behavior that is causing the harm- true repentance... repentance in your quote means we have learned the lesson and applied it to our live in a meaningful way.
Some lessons we let pass as we journey through this life but the lessons where we do get it and change our behaviors are the keepers that allow us to move on to better schools where others have learned the same lessons we have learned. Some parents kick the crap out of their children but dote on their grandchildren because they learned that kicking the crap out of their children didn't get them the results they wanted- children who care about them...
The God in heaven- the light I met in heaven had it figured out and just loved every loving action I did and could not even see my failures, while the lesser aspect of God(karma) I met on my return to my body... was all strict and demanding I follow his plan for the universe could work out for him like a swiss clock. The light didn't care about the plan or anything like that but just cherished every moment when we were together and every moment when she could see her light in me... It as if God himself had finally figured it out and forgives us all... where time ends and finally quits kicking the crap out of us when we don't come home with an A on our report card.
I pray to the lesser aspect of God that should be feared when I want gifts that die but when I am talking to the light... it is more like talking to my favorite grandperson... he doesn't give a crap about teaching me anything but rather she just wants to know what is making my life work... what did I learn... The light knows she can not control our physical bodies but is glad when we do... The light wants us to come visit him and doesn't get mad when we brag about ourselves... the light just laughs when he pulls strings to give us a break...like slipping a 20 dollar bill in our pocket when we are low on cash and we think we did something to earn it.... and hopes the next time he doesn't have to pull strings or slip us a $20 because we
might really get it next time...
The light encourages us because she would rather use affection to encourage us because she wants affection while the God of this world it still caught up into making us do what he wants for us... The light doesn't care if we pick up trash every day for a living if we have learned the lessons of kindness while the God of this world is never happy with us for more than a moment... and its always a what have you done for me lately God... but God figures it all out by the time time ends... grows up... and forgives every harm... blots it out... and just reflects on all of her wonderful childrens' loving deeds... the time they reflect his light.... sorry I started rambling... what were we talking about? Ja! I start thinking about my NDE and everything else just fades away....
Lovew, Light, & Joyful Laughter
To repent means to change your mind, your heart, about how you see and do
things...
I know many people who have NDE's say they come back to the earth school to learn lessons. I know this is the case for me because the light asked me if I had learned enough about love.
I read once that rote learning- knowledge is different than applied learning- a changed behavior. What good does it do to know everything there is to know if we apply that knowledge in a less than loving way? Repenting in your quote and my applied learning theory seem to be the same thing. When we learn that dumping our trash in a river may not affect us directly... it will cause damage to those down river. If we are selfish and do not consider others downstream then we may continue dumping our trash in the river but if we take our selfish motivation to the next level and realize we are all part of the same organism and poisoning our neighbor downstream will eventually poison us... that is applied learning...
I hardly ever ask for forgiveness any more as it is usually a false statement that just acknowledges that we are causing some type of harm... and affirming that we need to do something about it,,, where your definition seems more like what I believe is what is needed when we learn our actions or inaction is causing some type of harm- we change our behavior that is causing the harm- true repentance... repentance in your quote means we have learned the lesson and applied it to our live in a meaningful way.
Some lessons we let pass as we journey through this life but the lessons where we do get it and change our behaviors are the keepers that allow us to move on to better schools where others have learned the same lessons we have learned. Some parents kick the crap out of their children but dote on their grandchildren because they learned that kicking the crap out of their children didn't get them the results they wanted- children who care about them...
The God in heaven- the light I met in heaven had it figured out and just loved every loving action I did and could not even see my failures, while the lesser aspect of God(karma) I met on my return to my body... was all strict and demanding I follow his plan for the universe could work out for him like a swiss clock. The light didn't care about the plan or anything like that but just cherished every moment when we were together and every moment when she could see her light in me... It as if God himself had finally figured it out and forgives us all... where time ends and finally quits kicking the crap out of us when we don't come home with an A on our report card.
I pray to the lesser aspect of God that should be feared when I want gifts that die but when I am talking to the light... it is more like talking to my favorite grandperson... he doesn't give a crap about teaching me anything but rather she just wants to know what is making my life work... what did I learn... The light knows she can not control our physical bodies but is glad when we do... The light wants us to come visit him and doesn't get mad when we brag about ourselves... the light just laughs when he pulls strings to give us a break...like slipping a 20 dollar bill in our pocket when we are low on cash and we think we did something to earn it.... and hopes the next time he doesn't have to pull strings or slip us a $20 because we
might really get it next time...
The light encourages us because she would rather use affection to encourage us because she wants affection while the God of this world it still caught up into making us do what he wants for us... The light doesn't care if we pick up trash every day for a living if we have learned the lessons of kindness while the God of this world is never happy with us for more than a moment... and its always a what have you done for me lately God... but God figures it all out by the time time ends... grows up... and forgives every harm... blots it out... and just reflects on all of her wonderful childrens' loving deeds... the time they reflect his light.... sorry I started rambling... what were we talking about? Ja! I start thinking about my NDE and everything else just fades away....
Lovew, Light, & Joyful Laughter
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Permalink Reply by NDE-Space on -
What a light you are! Please don't stop rambling...lol. nice post.
You put a big smile on my face.
What were we talking about? lol
Being a atom of the light is a wonderful thing isn't it.
Keep on loving!
Love you bro!
Glauco
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Permalink Reply by Dottie Clark on -
I loved every bit of this.. Ramble all you want.. If you get lost in your light, we'll just
follow you.. This makes me think of our little Shih Tzu Pookie when she had her pups..
She was all business.. Her brow was always furrowed, and even though she was kind
and loved them, she was constantly scolding.. Being a parent can be a tough job..
Here's the funny Part.. Here's comes silly little Cookie, another Shih Tzu a little younger
than Pookie.. She didn't have to worry about those puppies.. They weren't hers to be
concerned.. So she was the doting Auntie type.. She was so gentle and careful, and
often time watched over the edge of the box.. She never got jealous, she just had a
heart full of love for them.. And as they got older, she had so much fun with them..
Pure unconditional love.. We need all of this.. We need structure and direction, and love..
So have your keyboard handy when you visit there again.. I love hearing all of this..
Love,
Dottie
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Permalink Reply by thread on -
Rudenski,
Thanks for your post, I had not thought of repentence in the way you have defined it, although reasonably well read, some words (as I relate to them) still bear the mark of childhood, when I learned that repentence meant being sorry for your sins.
being sorry is a feeling, and does not suggest doing something about what caused you to err in the first place.
having wisdom and knowledge, is all very good, its applying that knowledge that is important, and underpins wisdom.
where I am in life at the moment, in the midst of the doom and gloom mentality that broadstream media proclaims as reality, it is difficult to be happy when all about appear to be suffering.
Many of the posts I have read since joining NDE have given me a well needed breather, another more holistic outlook on 'the bigger plan' and is aiding me in making a shift, its difficult holding a light up, when so many around you are in darkness.
thanks for confirming some of my outlooks, and guiding me towards improving others.
closing with love, the one thing that joins us all, that is the least understood, but is the one thing that needs to be universally accepted, to enable its meaning in entirity to suffuse us all.
Bod
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Permalink Reply by rudenski rudenski on -
Hi Bob,
My name can not be easily found on the internet. I hide behind my nick name. Some people hate me for what I say about God... and still the internet allows me to shine my light in a place where the wind can not blow it out...
And if no one ever even reads them... I know I sent them out into the universe as an action instead of just a voice in my head.... If an angel tells me to stop and give someone a dollar and I just keep on going... that is not an action but just an unfulfilled lesson I will need to catch up on later... bu on the internet.... If I feel others do not like my words... I know how to find the door... It is a fairly safe way to tell the nitty gritty low down on what a soul might never share with others....
I can't stop talking about how loving the light is and still... I have been where you are... Most of my life since I had my NDE was in 4.5 to 9.5 pain. Only in the last few years since my third broken neck have I found my way to 0 pain. Surrendering to love has helped... It did not go well for me after my NDE... I ended up homeless, broken hearted, and totally alone... but for that quiet still voice... And it was enough to carry me forward... but when we are surrounded by darkness it seems to be a long night for the soul... One thing that helped me was total forgiveness of all harm done to me or by me... I still cause harm... I know it... and still the light loves me... Another thing that helps me see the light in others is to see beauty in everyone... Sometimes I sense... when I see people... and judge them for their appearance or their behavior... and I say internally... what a beautiful person you are... and there comes a transformation...inside me... the room lightens up....
My work involves working with blind adults who often have secondary disabilities... Often their lives are one catastrophe after another.... but then with a little help... many get back to a place where they can be productive again... We all have areas of our lives that are not producing light... Just sharing our deepest parts of ourselves... we can heal that loneliness or separation from the light we can experience when we isolate ourselves... but sometimes it takes train wrecks in our lives to slow us down enough to hear from the quiet still voice that wants to give us direction... I know that has been the case for me... Building each other up should be our prime directive.... Thanks for building me up Bod... I feel safe here... I can share my deepest knowings,,, and read about others knowings.... Soul food...
rudi
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Permalink Reply by Perry Steinbach on -
Rudi, thanks for helping me keep my chin up! :o)
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Bob, i feel like we're in the same boat.....I never cried, like i do now. So many people suffering....
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