when I was four years old, my family went to a public swimming pool. I could not swim yet and was using a ball to float around the pool. I lost the ball when I was in the middle of the pool. I remeber struggling and going up and down in the water a number of times struggling to the surface. I remember the feeling of the water filling my lungs, which hurt a lot. I heard "it's okay, just breathe" I remember thinking - I can breathe underwater - I must be a mermaid" followed by the thought - no one can breathe underwater you must be dying. I thought how sad I would be to leave my family, and I saw them where they all were in the pool, as if I was standing each beside them and then I was above the pool. i can see how many people were in the pool. I remember thinking "well none of them are near enough to help me and no one even knows I am here drowning - even though the pool was full of people. I remember facing upwards again from the bottom of the pool with my hands either side of my face, facing towards the surface, even though I do not think my eyes were open at this stage I remember seeing a small white circle of light that began radiating out in larger and larger concentric circles until eventually it was all around me and I was floating in it. I no longer hurt, nor did I remember feeling sad anymore. I felt at peace, and a part of everything.
I don't know how long I was under the water, it was timeless. i am not even sure things happened in this order. I was told,"No, it is not time". and arms in a sparkley ball of white light surrounded me and pushed me up to the surface of the water and to the edge of the pool. It was very fast. AI heard a voice saying," you must fulfil your destiny", I was coughing and spluttering on the side of the pool. I looked up but noone was there.
I was alone yet not alone anymore.
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Hey Leanne nice to hear from you!
Wow! Long time no see! Hope all is well.
I'm good and things are looking up finally.
Hope you settle soon so we can chat again, he he.
I didn't go to Rose's yet, but I will soon.
I'm changing jobs at the moment and things are looking up.
Can't wait to get there!
We miss you too!
Hi stranger! When can we catch up on things? Plus where is that second testimony --before anything wears off! Email so we can get together again I want to keep in touch when possible. Rose
Love ya!
Hello, thank you, i know this, but it helps to hear it again. You are very wise, thank you! :O)
Like a Doctor you know the right thing to say.
Peace and Blessings to you also.
Perry :>)
Hi Leanne,
For me, my memories of being in the Light are the focal point of my life. After all the years of denial, it is great to be living in my time of “NDE acceptance” and seeing how the Light becomes more and more a part of my every moment. It is still amazing to me how quickly and completely I went from the freezing cold terror of drowning into the warm unconditional love of the Light ... in less than a microsecond ... instantaneously! And not only was the transition “fast” ... but the moment I was in the Light, all the pain and terror of drowning didn’t matter any more. It was as if it had never happened to me. For me, being in the unconditionally loving Light enabled me to be in and understand the “infinite.” Being in the Light gave me the opportunity to “experience” a new and completely different, multi-dimensional existence. I could experience and comprehend things that can’t happen on earth. For example, I was completely absorbed by the Light, became One with the Light, but still retained my “Andy” personality. I could “see” the Light as this powerful Light Being, and also see all of the countless billions of Beings that made up the Light ... all at the same timed. I experienced unconditional love and forgiveness in the Light for everything that I did, was doing, or will do at any time throughout eternity, without any guilt, blame, shame or judgement. And the overwhelming “feeling” of being home, that feeling permeated by essence.
Right now, as I am typing my comments I can feel, in a physical way, the Light. And it is always very “personal” ... being a “piece of the Light,” And it always fills me with peace and joy, always.
I don’t mean to ramble on like this, but I never get tired of remembering my time in the Light. It is always fresh and wonderful, as if it just happened a few minutes ago.
I would be interested hearing about your memories in the Light.
Peace and Joy,
Andy
Thanks for the nice letter, i've been gone to Eastern Washington helping out my brother in law. We are so Blessed compaired to most of the world. People have sicknesses and unable to work etc.. I've been living in a box, got to see alot of suffering lately. Not used to it, i cry alot because because i can't do much to help. I know God is all Loving, and we are a part of the plan. Wish others would reach out, open their eyes to the poor. I don't know want i'm trying to say. But the hurt inside is building and i pray for all the suffering to end. Can't take much more. God is Good and that is what keeps me going. :>)
You know, they can say want ever they want to about n.d.e. experiences. I just know that is the place i want to return to no matter what! I know for sure that is where our true home is! :o)
Peace and Blessings to you my sister!
Perry
As I am living in Bavaria I cannot attend the conference ...but I certainly would love to be able to do so..Anyway our dear Rudi may be there so we will all hear about it from him.
Well done with the book Rudi I support you all the way with joy and…
When i do not react any longer ,and am not in a place of judgment but can see through the eyes of love. and see all as love , then I am what I call conscious...but I am not there yet and I see how my reactions are from places in me that are from chi…
Rudi, could the very process of the light cleaning us, also making us in full oneness, be our answer for survival.. Since darkness has gone, and all is light, should not we be one with God and the universe, and everyone would be in one accord in lik…
Thanks for sharing your music with us.. I'm being introduced to authors and styles I am very unfamiliar with.. I believe my favorite is Children, by Robert Miles.. It's so nice to have music
you are so comfortable with, that you are swimming in the…
Thank you Diane. This is what we all need to hear .- Our willingness to be a part of the healing of the planet is all that is needed.
I also havew heard the words from somewhere...
"if you would be a light bringer , be prepared for the burning "..…
Thank ypu for this post ...we all need to be encouraged to keep the faith in love -
With love and more and more love to us all ,and especially to all who do not believe it is possible
Phyllida.
Oh yes dear one ....this makes full and beautiful sense to me .
You see dear Rudi I am Irish ,and we are all singers and poets in Ireland -
We see the soul as the poet within and the ego as the interpreter , not always getting it right!!!
So yes ,…
Oh yes dear Rose I understand THE WARPY STUFF and it does not make sense.
Thre moment I realized that the soul`s sense is not my earth mind sense, it all made sense!!!That is how complicated it all is !!!!
Three years ago I said to my soul...please…
Aw, rudi, I was mesmerized by this.. Every thought resonated throughout my being.. I shall be reading this over and over, and over.. And thanks so much for the tips on our health.. I am looking forward to trying these things out.. You carry so much…
I know what you mean dear Dottie,.
I too feel safe .Safe in the arms of the deepest truest purest love ...
Let us be a safeguard for those who have no hope left .
let us be a hand for those needing guidance.
let us be a source of joy for those who k…
Iam with you dear Perry...
let us send our fearlessness ,our sense of joy ,and sense of hope to all in need of love .
Thank you for your huge huge heart , widened by pain and grief, joy and understanding of others.
All love to you and your dear fami…
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Wow! Long time no see! Hope all is well.
I'm good and things are looking up finally.
Hope you settle soon so we can chat again, he he.
I didn't go to Rose's yet, but I will soon.
I'm changing jobs at the moment and things are looking up.
Can't wait to get there!
We miss you too!
Glauco
How's everything with you! I hope life is treading you well.
Glauco
Love ya!
Like a Doctor you know the right thing to say.
Peace and Blessings to you also.
Perry :>)
For me, my memories of being in the Light are the focal point of my life. After all the years of denial, it is great to be living in my time of “NDE acceptance” and seeing how the Light becomes more and more a part of my every moment. It is still amazing to me how quickly and completely I went from the freezing cold terror of drowning into the warm unconditional love of the Light ... in less than a microsecond ... instantaneously! And not only was the transition “fast” ... but the moment I was in the Light, all the pain and terror of drowning didn’t matter any more. It was as if it had never happened to me. For me, being in the unconditionally loving Light enabled me to be in and understand the “infinite.” Being in the Light gave me the opportunity to “experience” a new and completely different, multi-dimensional existence. I could experience and comprehend things that can’t happen on earth. For example, I was completely absorbed by the Light, became One with the Light, but still retained my “Andy” personality. I could “see” the Light as this powerful Light Being, and also see all of the countless billions of Beings that made up the Light ... all at the same timed. I experienced unconditional love and forgiveness in the Light for everything that I did, was doing, or will do at any time throughout eternity, without any guilt, blame, shame or judgement. And the overwhelming “feeling” of being home, that feeling permeated by essence.
Right now, as I am typing my comments I can feel, in a physical way, the Light. And it is always very “personal” ... being a “piece of the Light,” And it always fills me with peace and joy, always.
I don’t mean to ramble on like this, but I never get tired of remembering my time in the Light. It is always fresh and wonderful, as if it just happened a few minutes ago.
I would be interested hearing about your memories in the Light.
Peace and Joy,
Andy
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Peace and Blessings to you my sister!
Perry
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