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With my experience, I was pulled out, it felt as though I was a child being grabbed by my hair and pulled out of my body, and within an instant I was flying over a beautiful meadow, someone/entity was behind me and I felt safe but confused, wasn't there supposed to be a tunnel? ( However I went through one coming back). How did I get here so fast? Is this another world? Questions important and unimportant, flew through my mind, and were answered in a nano second. I felt like I was plugged into a computer hard drive and was recieving information so quickly and was excited to understand. I remember thinking, I don't belong, I turned away from my childhood religion (Mormon) years ago, I gave up on God, he never saved me. The entity chuckled or so it seemed and said,"well he didn't give up on you!" II was told my Daughters illness was not a punishment, but a challenge, for me! that she chose to come to earth the way she was and on this level it was easily cured. I saw my lifes worst moments either self inflicted or challenges to overcome, everything made sense, my parents divorce, my childhood sexual abuse, everything had some good, or something I needed to overcome for my own spiritual growth or others. I saw how words, said or unsaid, had enormous, far reaching effects on others, ourselves, the universe. The feeling of unconditional love, understanding was overwhelming! I was shown my futures, that may or may not be, considering my choices. For the first time, I didn't feel helpless, forgotten, unworthy, I felt truely alive for the first time! This was reality, down there seemed a dream!! I could see the flowers viberating, as if they were communicating, singing, every color was its own energy, made up of particals, water sang, everything was alive, had purpose, had meaning. I headed for a tree, alone at the top of a hill, ah the tree of life? The entity chuckled, and said , "for you, the tree of knowledge, sit awhile. " I remember feeling like a child, who had not studied enough, Iike I didn't do what I was supposed to do, but the only one disappointed was me for there was no judgement here, but empathy. I felt peace, so fufilled. Many things were given to me, most of which I could not or was not allowed to bring back, but it felt like I was being told what challenges were to come and I would have it revealed in its own time. The next thing I knew there were voices behind me, I was not allowed to see, but could hear the concern, then a voice telepathically said with tenderness and conviction, "You must go back, your not done". I felt like I was stamping my foot like a child throwing a tempertantrum, saying ,"but I don't want to its too hard!" Then I heard my Husband say, "Marie!" and I remember thinking, "he always ruines my fun!" I started arguing that I wasn't going back, I wanted to stay! "I'm tired! let me stay!" and before I could finish my rant, boom, I felt pulled back at lighting speed through a tunnel, and as I desended, I heard a promise that when I was done I could come home. I hit my body so hard, it was like lead, painful. I shot straight up, opened my eyes, and said, " I know!! I know !!!!!". The doctor, shocked, said, " lay down! lay down!". I layed back down, closed my eyes, and sadly, the veil closed. Most of the knowledge was taken back, only fragments remain. 2 weeks later I went for a follow-up with the doctor, at the end of our disscusion, he quitely asked, "what happened to you? did you have an out of body experience?" My husband answered for me, and said, "oh ya!" and circled his finger around his ear signaling "crazy" , and said, "nuerons going off" and the doctor said, "well her heart was fiberulating, she had no pulse, if she were on a EKG there would be no brain activity, she was gone for 2min." I said "two minutes? it felt like eternity!". I have to admit, I was very depressed for a long time after the experience, it felt sereal to be here., I kept crying saying, "I want to go home!". Now with understanding, I realize I have a job to do, whether I'm doing it or not I don't know, but I try very hard, so one day I can go back home, and I am grateful for my life now and my life to come.