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I had a clear understanding, after returning to my body, all of my beliefs and assumptions about there being an angry and jealous God who either sent us to hell or to heaven were just an oversimplication of what occured at death. We souls and spirits who enter a body are borrowing it much like a person borrows a bicycle. Like people and bicycles, some souls take good care of their bodies but not because the bicycle may be suffering but just because they know that if they take care of that bic

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I have given my heart to the 'Light,' but God on the other hand has some splainin' to do, in my opinion. He cut us loose down here in lower heaven or upper hell with a great sadness and fear... but we who are his children down here should question his teaching methods. I understand that this dimension is an illusion but not a very kind one. Some souls fall for deep dark illusions as they need those lessons to be a deep contrast to the light... but in other dimensions the contrasts… Continue

Hi Yolaine,

A lot of folks think I need to write a book about my NDE and it may be true but it is already recorded in types of 3D videos/books that unfold as you look at them. It would be kind of redundant and books get misunderstood.... and still... I understand from my NDE that there were at least two but perhaps three libraries in the heavens and heaven. Mayb… Continue

I know that 'a feeling' is not what 'The Light' is and still love can be found within that definition of 'The Light' and all love will be added to what God=Love is. Physical love fails. I came back from my NDE telling everyone I loved them, got married, had three children and thought I was happily married; then my wife went crazy spending money using credit cards after she became depressed and my whole world became turned upside down... Everything just spiraled into oblivion... I lost my family.… Continue

Pamela wrote, " You
mention pillars[In your NDE] and this is the scripture that came to me.



Revelation 3:12 (American Standard Version)



12 He that overcometh, I will make him a pillar in the temple of my

God, and he shall go out thence no more: and I will write upon him the

name of my God, and the name of the city of my God, the new Jerusalem,

which cometh down out of heaven from my God, and m… Continue